Give me an inch and apparently I go a mile.
So sorry to those of you who read this that it has been entirely too long since I have posted! Maybe this post will help you understand why writing has been fairly low on the list of things to do.
Well, I have already talked about how I quit Urban Expressions (due to my hip problems), most definitely the best decision I have ever made. It has lead to me finding my happiness. Instead of being stuck doing something I wasn't happy doing, with people who only hurt me. Even now being gone they for some reason still feel the need to talk bad, spread rumors, and try and pull me back into their little web of drama. Guess what? It aint gonna happen. I'm happy. And no one can ruin it. Try as hard as you would like... :D
Quitting Urban opened up this whole other world for me.... I am now teaching the American Leadership Academy (the Edge) colorguard. I LOVE it! I always knew that I wanted to teach, and now I am doing it I know why. There is something so rewarding about passing on your knowledge, and not just colorguard related, down to kids who are going through some of the same stuff you have already gone through. I finally feel like I am making a difference! My girls are absolutely darling! They work so hard, and have this drive that makes me want to push myself for them. Teaching with Bernice, and Ashli is a blast! They are so fun and keep me calm when I start to get frustrated. They have truly welcomed me in with open arms.
School, alright so who called it? College is not my cup of tea. It just goes to slow and takes to long. I need something now. Aveda institute anyone? I start april 20 at the Aveda institute in their cosmetology program. I will be finished November of next year. I think I can handle a year and a half? I am so excited! I always wanted to do cosmetology but always felt like it was an "easy way out." I gave college a shot. Maybe when my life settles down and I feel a little more urgent in going and getting a degree... Right now, I'm 19 and I just want to have fun!
I still feel like there are still things missing, and some pieces of my puzzle that aren't quite put together. But, this is the happiest I have been in a long time. I have EVERY intention of keeping it that way.
"don't worry, about a thing. Because every little thing, is gonna be alright"
All my love,
Roo
